15 01 2009

It’s been three months and somehow it’s not much easier to particularly *like* the fact that how my life is going isn’t how I expected it to be right now, nor how I WANT it to be. I would definitely change things if I could re-do them, and I have NEVER said that before about anything. EVER. What does that mean?

Maybe I’m just not in a good mood today, emotional, I’m not sure. I don’t really care. I know how I feel every day. It’s not always a happy feeling. It’s usually not, actually. I’m sure things will change but then again, I have been saying THAT for three months too. Every so often, I just feel like a pity-party is in order. I get lonely in Joshua Tree, like I need a new bf or something but I don’t really want one, haha. Oh well… I hope things get better soon.



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